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HA! YOU WISH YOU WERE AS COOL AS HIM!

HES THE BIGGEST PIMP IN TOWN!

YOU KNOW YOU WANT HIM!

WE ALL DO! =D

YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO HAVE HIM!!

YES! HE IS SINGLE BOII'S AND GURLSS!

HE IS BISEXUAL! NOT GAY! NOT STRAIGHT! BI!!!!

SO ADD THIS BOI NOW! AND YOU MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE!

TYLERSHOOTSUPX

made by:ChrisCouture

newwww buzzzzznettt! :D

i am making a newwww buzznettt so....

ADD ME!!! : D

mk...im still gonna be on this one.

but, im gonna be on the new one more.

!!!BUT!!!

the ONLY people i want to add me is....

the people i actually talk too

i dont wanna add people who i dont like

thats i NEVER talk to.

so, add me if i talk to ya k?

btw..you might need this...

my username is chriscouture and ya.....

~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ADD ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

chriscouture<3

gawd....:'(

omfg....i was on webcam today at my friends house with this girl named kayla...and shes was fuckin pissed at someone....and she was cussing me out....and she was talking about killing herself...and i told her she was crazy....and she got a rope....and i kept telling her to stop...and she said you cant fuckin make me....so i started crying...and she told me i was the best friend anyone could ever ask for....and i cried harder....she got on her chair....i cut myself...she saw....so....she put one foot off....she told me to stop..and not to hurt myself....and told me she would never forget about me...and to look up at the brightest star...and that would be her....and she loved me more than anyone...even her bf....and i cried as hard as i could...shaking my head no..but she did anyway...not caring....and...hung herself....i sat there...watching her hang from the ceiling....with tears pouring down my face.....didnt know what to do....i didnt think i could live anymore....she was my best friend...and more....she was like my sister...i never cared about her as much as i cared about anyone....she was my day...my night...my everything...she was the only reason i woke up everyday....smiled...went to school....loved....she made me do this i never thought i could do....but now that shes gone..i dont know what to do anymore....i just...want to die....i really do....but i know thats not gonna make anything better....so im not...dont think i am....i want to live my life...and experience new things...be with ryan..and go see him one day.....but...she'll always be in my heart..no matter what...and no one is taking her place.....she was my baby girl...and more...my cuppiecake....if you knew her..her username is xxxkaykayxxx....please dont forget her...[if you knew her]...shes the best girl anyone can ask for....i love you kayla....-tears-

this is a song for kayla...that reminds me of her....

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[ Chorus ]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I
love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah yeahhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to
feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face i came
to know is missing too
When you're gone all the words i need to hear
will always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you

R.I.P. kayla...i love you forever....

please read...

So sad what other people think and say about us... why do they do this to us?

so true

HATE EMO??? READ THIS!!

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a tshirt that barely covers anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone?

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing

It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks & goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart?

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS???

Keep on laughing

Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends?
or her family?
or her LIFE?

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON NON-UNIFORM DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES!

IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT!

IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET!

IT'S KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS!

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE!

IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS!

Keep on laughing

If you agree put this on your journal

And advise others to do so

(I Did not write this, I support everything it says, if you do too then

Nathanâ™¥

this boii...

is the only person..

i wanna be with for the rest of my life

hes so sweet

cute

funny

adorably smexiiful

hehe

i just wanna hug him allll dayyy

hes soooo freakin cuuuute!!!

i love him till death!!

no one is breaking us apart!

hes my baby boooo

omg!!

theres no words to desribe how much i love him!!

tehehe!!!

i love you more then you can imagine baby!!!

: D

i hope were together together!

-chrisssCHAOS-

nathan....

will you be my bf? <3

the two most specailest peoples in the world to meh!! :D

Nathan<3

o..m...f...g...

babe...wow..

theres like..noooooooo words AT ALL to describe how much im in love with you right now!

your sooo funny!

sweet!

cute!

dorky![in a good way] lol

ive never been in love like this before!!

i hope we stay friends forever!!

-kisses and hugs-

love youuu!!!!! <333333333333

Next....

i forget her name..lol

but, shes a funny lil lady!

she stole my shirt!

and wont give it back!

then...licked my spit filled lolliepop!!

hehe!!!

well, i love her!

shes funny!

and sweet!

i can tell were gonna be friends fer a loooooong time!!

hopefully!

: D

sorry that i forgot your name babe!!

lol

This Is Embarissing...=[

Ok. Today I Was Skateboarding And I...Got Hit By A PARKED Car!!! Lmao! Its Funny But Embarissing...Lol. So Yea, Dont Make Fun Of Me!! Lol!

Xoxo ChrisxKore

I might not be on for awhile....or...

...maybe nvr again...

...im going 2 the hospital...and yea....so...if u wanna no more..just ask..so...if i dont reply 2 any of ur messages...thats y! love ya nate!<333

bye ppl's!!!

xoxo Chris

Please!!! Please!!!! Read!!!!!!